I am just a normal person who has a terrible secret to himself. I am born and bred in a highly observant muslim family. My friends and family think of me as the most practicing muslim. But what they don’t know is that this ‘muslim’ has given up his belief in Islam long time ago. Pretending to be muslim is a very hard thing to do. I don’t think I will ever be able to open up to my family, however what I can do is to share my story with the world through this blog.